“Step aside, Elena,” I demanded.
My voice was no longer hoarse.
She was cold and abrupt.
She hesitated.
He looked at Mateo, then at me.
Her eyes reflected deep anguish.
But he didn’t leave completely.
Just enough for me to see.
There, on the ground, was an object.
A small wooden bird.
It was broken.
Its wings detached.
It was a delicate piece.
But it wasn’t the bird that impressed me.
That was the way Mateo looked at him.
With an intensity he rarely showed.
And the way Elena protected him.
As if it were a treasure.
Or evidence.
“What is that?” I asked, pointing at the broken bird.
Elena swallowed.
“It’s… it’s just a toy, Mr. Daniel.”
His response was too quick.
Too simple.
Mateo, on the ground, made a noise.
They weren’t words.
It was a guttural sound, full of emotion.
He looked at the bird, then at Elena, then at me.
Her eyes were pleading.
Or perhaps, they accused.
A knot formed in my stomach.
This was no simple broken toy.
This was something more.
Much deeper.
And my son, with his condition, with his difficulty in communicating, was at the center of it all.
A feeling of betrayal washed over me.
What had Elena been hiding from me?
And why was Matthew part of it?
The air in the room became heavy.
Full of unanswered questions.
My world, which I thought I had under control, was teetering.
The Hidden Diary
The tension in the room was palpable.
A heavy silence.
Elena was still pale, her eyes fixed on me.
Mateo, with his intense gaze, went from Elena to the broken bird.
“Elena, I want the truth,” I said, my voice still cold.
“What is this? Why is my son on the floor and why are you trying to hide something?”
She lowered her gaze.
“Mr. Daniel, please, it’s not what you think.”
“And what do I think, Elena? Because right now, my mind is imagining the worst.”
Mateo emitted a high-pitched sound.
A lament.
Elena crouched down beside him and hugged him.
“Don’t worry, my child. Everything will be alright.”
I felt excluded.
Like an intruder in my own son’s life.
That feeling hurt me more than the possible betrayal.
“Don’t tell me ‘it’s not what you think.’ Tell me what it is. Now.”
Elena stood up, leaving Mateo alone for a moment.
He approached me with slow steps.
“This bird… Mateo made it. It’s his work.”
My brow furrowed.
“Did Matthew do it? With what?”
Mateo had motor limitations.
He always struggled with fine motor skills.
It was one of the reasons for his condition.
“With his hands. With patience. I just help him hold the tools, to guide him,” Elena explained.
“He’s been doing it for months. It’s… it’s his way of expressing himself.”
Disbelief gripped me.
Mateo, carving wood.
It was unthinkable.
Specialists always said that his condition would prevent him from having such abilities.
“I don’t believe you, Elena. Since when does my son do these things? Why didn’t you tell me?”
My tone was purely accusatory.
She shrank back.
“Because you… you wouldn’t understand. You’ve always believed that Matthew could only do what the doctors said.”
His words hit me hard.
They were hurtful.
But there was some truth to them.
I always clung to the diagnoses.
Within the limits imposed by science.
It was my way of protecting him.
By accepting their reality.
“And you do understand, Elena? Do you know more than all the doctors I’ve hired?”
My voice rose.
Mateo got scared.
She began to cry, a weak and muffled cry.
Elena turned towards him, her face filled with guilt.
“Look what you’re doing, Mr. Daniel. You’re scaring him.”
I felt like a monster.
But the anger was stronger than the guilt.
“I want to see the evidence, Elena. I want to see how Mateo does this. Now.”
She hesitated.
Then, with a determination I hadn’t known him for, he nodded.
“That’s fine. But not here.”
He took me to a small adjoining room.
It was a playroom that we rarely used.
There, on a table, was a small makeshift workshop.
Carving tools for children.
Half-finished wooden blocks.
And a notebook.
A worn, hard-cover notebook.
I opened it without asking permission.
It was a diary.
But it wasn’t Elena’s diary.
It was Mateo’s diary.
Full of drawings.
Scrawl.
And small, clumsy, but recognizable figures.
Birds.
Flowers.
Animals.
And below each drawing, a few words.
Written by Elena.
“Mateo made this bird today. He was happy.”
“Mateo showed me this drawing of a flower. He said ‘mom’ with his eyes.”
“We tried to carve a star. It was difficult, but he didn’t give up.”
My hands trembled as I turned the pages.
They weren’t just drawings.
They were a language.
My son’s voice.
Which I had never heard of.
There, between the pages, I found a photo.
An old photo.
Elena, young, smiling.
And next to her, a man.
A man I recognized immediately.
My father.
A shiver ran down my spine.
What was a photo of Elena with my father doing in Mateo’s diary?
The story became more complicated than I could have imagined.
Elena was watching me, her face a mask of worry.
“That diary… is our secret, Mr. Daniel. Mateo’s and mine.”
“And my father? What does my father have to do with all this?”
She sighed.
A tear rolled down her cheek.
“His father was the one who taught me to carve. And he was the one who asked me to take care of Mateo… in a special way.”
The world spun around me.
My father.
He died years ago.
And now, Elena, revealing a secret that seemed to unite everyone.
The climax of the tension oppressed my chest.
What else had my father hidden from me?
And what did that “special way” of caring for Matthew mean?
The Truth That Set Everyone Free
Silence fell again, but this time it was different. It wasn’t the silence of tension, but of imminent revelation. The photo of Elena and my father, Mateo’s diary, the broken bird… everything converged on a painful point.
“My father… what exactly did he ask of you, Elena?” My voice was barely a whisper.
Elena sat on a small stool, her eyes fixed on the open diary.
“His father, Mr. Ricardo… he was a man with a big heart. And great vision.”
“When Mateo was born, and the doctors gave him his diagnosis, you shut down, Mr. Daniel.”
“I understand. He was young. He was afraid. He wanted what was best, but on his own terms.”
His words were gentle, but each one was a blow.
They reminded me of my own rigidity.
My inability to see beyond medical reports.
“His father wasn’t satisfied. He believed in Mateo’s potential, beyond what others were saying.”
“He found me. I was working at an art center for children with special needs.”
“He saw how I communicated with them, how I encouraged them to express themselves with their hands, with art.”
“She asked me to come work here. Not just as a caregiver, but as her ‘secret teacher’.”
“I wanted him to teach Mateo how to carve, how to draw, how to find his own voice.”
“But he asked me not to tell you anything. To wait for the right moment.”
“Why? Why the secrecy?” I asked, my throat tight.
“Because his father knew that you, in your eagerness to protect him, would limit him. He feared that you would take away his tools, that you would take him to more therapies that would exhaust him.”
“He believed that Mateo needed a free space, without judgment. A place where he could flourish at his own pace.”
I looked at Mateo’s diary. The figures were clumsy but full of life.
Elena’s little messages.
“The bird he saw… is the most complex bird Mateo has carved so far.”
“We were so proud. But it fell. A wing broke.”
“I tried to fix it with special glue. I didn’t want him to see it broken. He gets very sad.”
“He communicates a lot with these figures. When he’s happy, he draws birds flying. When he’s sad, he draws them in the nest.”
“Today, the bird was broken, and he was sad. He tried to say ‘dad’ to me. I think he wanted you to see him.”
Tears welled up in my eyes.
They were not tears of anger, but of regret and deep shame.
I had been so blind.
So immersed in my own expectations, in my fears.
I hadn’t seen my own son.
I hadn’t heard it.
I approached Mateo, who was still on the ground, watching us.
I knelt in front of him.
“Matthew… son. I’m sorry.”
My voice broke.
He looked at me.
Her eyes, which had once been filled with secrecy and sadness, now held a spark.
An understanding.
She extended her small hand towards me.
Not to reach the bird, but to touch my cheek.
Her fingers, clumsy but gentle, wiped away one of my tears.
At that moment, I felt a connection with him that I had never experienced before.
A connection beyond words, beyond diagnoses.
“Elena…” I said, turning towards her.
“Thank you. Thank you for not giving up on him. Thank you for truly seeing him.”
She smiled, a genuine, liberated smile.
“His father asked me to do it. And Mateo… Mateo is my family.”
The three of us hugged.
A clumsy hug, but full of love and forgiveness.
The broken bird lay on the ground.
But now, it was no longer a symbol of a shameful secret.
He was the catalyst for a new truth.
A truth that set us all free.
From that day on, Mateo’s workshop was no longer a secret.
It was the center of the house.
I learned to sit with him, to observe his hands, to try to understand his language of wood and drawings.
Elena became an indispensable part of our family, not only as a caregiver, but as a guide and friend.
My father, with his vision, had planted a seed of love and understanding.
And although he was no longer here, his wisdom had reached us, through Elena and my son’s hidden talent.
Sometimes, the deepest truth is not revealed with words, but with the love of those who dare to see beyond the obvious.
